FaNqIn! =D

2010-03-26T19:02:00.000+08:00

moved
www.fanqiin.wordpress.com

2010-03-26T11:53:00.002+08:00

i cried again yesterday, to stressed and tired after a long day of school
at least i felt better

i love my drearest loads
thank you for all the emails
and always being there for me
always there to talk me
my motivation and my strength!

2010-03-21T18:25:00.002+08:00

every entry seems to be an emo entry
i was very emo yesterday afternoon
i cried a lot from missing my mummy and daddy
thanks to zh for talking to me
for the sweetest email
and not forgetting jieying for your sweetest epostcard u made for me
talked to daddy for more than 1 hour plus
i love my family and friends to the max!
i will be strong

2010-03-20T13:07:00.004+08:00

i know its takes time.
i wish this one year could finish quickly then i can chamge campus to st lucia
where there are more people i know
where there are more people
than maybe i wont feel lke tt anymore?
den i also could go back sg
我为啥这么的懦弱？
我一点也不像这样。
我只想快快把书读完
早点回到父母与朋友的怀抱
可能我还不够热情
太自我封闭了
可是我就是不能把自己变成那种人
我不喜欢焦点。。
记的二哥告诉我要开放一点
不要太安静，可是我就是办不到
我宁愿做个聆听者
有时候甚至感觉我插不进这个conversation
他们讲他们的我却在想着不同的东西
这感觉好陌生，不像和我的dearest说话时的感觉
一切还是慢慢来吧
又时好想好想早个人说说心事也没人
dearest们都在考试
不想打扰

昨天和妈妈聊了很久
谢谢妈妈为我做的一切
女儿真的好想好想好想你
好像躺在你的怀抱
眼泪不知不觉的流了下来
妈妈女儿不在你身边
你也要好好照顾自己
不要太思念女儿而忘了吃饭
这样才能在能安心的读书了
妈妈一定要吃好睡和好
不要在瘦了
我真的好想回去
我不要自己一个人呆在这边
离开的一个月
让我感觉度日如年
感觉已离开你好久好久
我好像抹抹你的手
和你一起吃饭
我好希望我有一根火柴
点亮了就能看到

2010-03-17T14:16:00.002+08:00

i feel that i think too much
i emo too much
i need to find work to distract myself
even though i keep telling myself.
come on! open up to ppl
i still cant do it
i cant imagine being a very enthu and open person
i wwill be quite when i am not close to u
its only when i am with really close friends than i will do be crazy
and do crazy stuff
this is just me
i need to work to stop having random thoughts
i think too much
i miss my friends and family too much
need to work

no matter how hard i try, there always seem to something pulling me back.
i cant do it
simply cant

2010-03-08T05:03:00.002+08:00

ever since i came to aussie. i have been weird.
i sleep at 1 plus in the night and wake up at 4 or 5 or 6 plus in the morn
AUTOMATICALLY.
and when i wake up.
alone in this freezing cold room
i cant help feeling a sense of coldness and loneliness
back is sg. i have my sis sleeping beside me
even though she leaves for sch early.
i still see my mum
night i have dinner with them
even though i am having dinner with my sch mates every night.
when they left for their respective homes and i go back to my room
that feeling comes back again.
i so wanna go back to sg.
where my family and friends is.
i dun like the feeling of being alone
even though i call my parents everyday
the feeling is not the same
they seems so near yet so far
even when i am typing this post
tears are starting to roll down my cheeks
maybe i should grow up and be more independent
i have been living in a bed of roses for the past 18 years
its time

thank you sam for chatting with me for the past few nights
it makes my day and and huiqun and huiting and char for ur concern on how was i doing and hows sch and blah
even though my concer with u to are short everytime cos i was always running around when u guys talk to me..lol
thank you!
you guys makes my day and make me smile :D
and not forgetting my dearest zh
i know exams are around the corner
good luck to you, hq and ht
online more after exams
den i call skype or call u guys :D
and ah jie!
u very rarely online lah
the two times i saw u online i was preparing to go le
you must online more so i can update u!
i can call you too if u wan
and my aussie numer is +61 0425471990
u guys can reach me at tis number
i think intl sms is 15 cent?
i not sure for aussie
but i know china is 15 cent
:D
love u guys loads!
and not forgetting
chuwen
for ur sweet entry
i love u loads
and come online more often!

2010-03-07T05:52:00.002+08:00

ahhh
2 weeks since i have been here
i am waking up very early every morning and sleeping very late each night
i slept at 12 plus yesterday and woke up at 4 plus in the morning
and i had a hard time going back to sleep
causing me to have bid eye bags and ugly dark circles
:(
today is zh virthday
the first time i didnt celebrate for her since sec3?
and i havent posted her card yet, its still in progress of writing.
i only finished uo to one foolscape page and i haven finish crapping and i haven even started on huiqun's card
i need for time
maybe i shld participate in less sch club activity and there is another event later and next sat
assignments are scary
need to write what leadership essay
i want to well
maybe i just went too overconfident,:(
zh!
ur letter will arrive really late
have patience! XD
huiqun! i hope i can post urs in time!

2010-03-05T07:43:00.002+08:00

i am dead bored in aussie
no buses on sun?!
which means no gong around
make i took the efficient transport system in sg for granted
which meakes feel the transport system in lousy
maybe this means that i have more time to study
i need to find study buddies
arghh
i miss the library and night studying session with zh
come here lah
its gonna rain the next feel days
which i think,
there will be flood again
which means i need to take bus to sch
which means a waste of money
eeek
i am many freaky incidents with BIG DISGUSTING SPIDERS

spider spider go away
come again another year
where i wont be staying here anymore

2010-02-28T07:04:00.003+08:00

i reached aussiee about 1 week le
i was emo-ing yesterday
cos my housemate isnt coming home
maybe i s till havent got use to this loneliness
back in sg i have my parents and my sis to entertain me
i got my friends
luckily my 3 schoolmates stayed behind to talk and entertain me
and also LIU ZHIHUI who was there
i love her to the max
yeah
we talked about ramdom stuff
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
zhihui zhihui...i will find you doremon
i dun care u must visit me at june/ year end!!!!!!!!
i miss you loadssss

2010-02-26T14:37:00.002+08:00

school is starting soon
life is pretty much ok in aussie
expect the fact that i have been crying for nearly 3 days when i first came here.
i really think i am not as brave
when i am still in sg
i was thinks... aiy can de lah.
i can live by mysekf in aussie
i wont cry so much
but it turns out to be song
actually it isnt 3 days
the 2days on the plane i have also been crying.
whenever i am alone, i think of m parents and all my dearest
there isnt anyone here whom i can count on
when in sg i can still text my friends and talk crap with them
and too many many random and lame stuff
i still have my parents who cook and washes my clothes
everything now has to be really independent
i am still trying and struggling
i hope by the end of 3 years i can be a different person

friends are missed

2010-02-20T08:52:00.006+08:00

today is the day.
and i alr started to cry
maybe i am just not as brave as what i thought to be.
i must be strong
i feel really blesssed to have a group of friends supporting me
i love theem loads
thank you
zhihui
chuwen
michelle
huiting
huiqun
karen
charlene
jieying
yuxuan
for the scrapbook
its really pretty and filled with so many photos of our shared memories
i felt loved and really blessed to have friends like you guys
and i would like to dedicate these two songs to you guys.
i will treasure all these memories and i know that i can count on you guys for anything
thank you for all there happy times we had for this past 6 years
i will write to you guys

though this song is more of a love song
but i simply love this song

thank you jtc peeps
for the treat at ajisen
esp yj sam and hy
hy thanks for orangising!
and yj and sam!
thank you so much for the card i will try to write to you
love you loads
and the two songs are also dedicated to my dearest sam and yj

and my TCs
thank you for the video you've made
love ya loads! :D

its a blessing to have friends

2010-02-11T17:19:00.002+08:00

i randomly came across this in a blogshop and it seems very interesting. it states how many roses represent what and blah...

http://simplejoy2008.livejournal.com/

1 stem You're my only one.
2 stems (represents a pair/couple) You and I are perfect together.
3 stems (represents THE three-letter word) I Love You.
5 stems (represnts the five numbers: 1-4-3-4-4) I love you very much.
6 stems I want to be yours.
7 stems I'm infatuated with you.
8 stems (represents infinite/forever) My love for you is never-ending.
9 stems An eternal love, as long as we live
10 stems You're perfect!
12 stems (the number most commonly associated with roses) My ultimate declaration of love.
13 stems From your secret admirer.
18 stems I'm so sorry.
24 stems (represents 24 hours) Remember fondly every moment.
36 stems I cherish our relationship.
50 stems My unconditional love .
99 stems I'm yours 'til death.
100 stems (represents a century) I want to grow old with you.50 stems My unconditional love .
99 stems I'm yours 'til death.
100 stems (represents a century) I want to grow old with you.
101 stems (100 reds 1 white rose or vice versa) No one else but you. You're diffrent among the rest.
108 stems Will you marry me?
365 stems (represents a year) I love you everyday. Happy Anniversary!
999 stems I Love you 'til the end of time.

2010-02-09T18:00:00.003+08:00

i am not sure why, but i am having a lot random thoughts recently
since i am now SUPER free, nearly everyday i go to lot1 to check out exchange rate and blah
cos i just too bored and being too free
anyway, whenever i went to lot1 i see MANY MANY MANY secondary school students loitering and making alot of noise in LGS KFC and blah
i am irritated
on second thought
isnt this what i have done during secondary sch days
after sch go shopping centre ad loiter till 5 or 6pm before heading home?
sheez
cant believe that i have been so childish then
wasting my precious time by loitering in shopping centre?!
eating fastfood?!
as a person grows older
i feel alot things i did in the past seems so childish and meaningless
when u text someone u then to add worxxx
or use cap den small letter den cap again den small letter
gossip abt random stuff like
xxx like xxxx
or even create rumours
even though we still talk abt bfs & gfs now
the feeling seems diff
its a mature kind of talk
maybe a more genuine interest cos u are my friend?
maybe this is what all tenagers will go through?
a typical singpore stud life?
but i think what we have experienced in sec sch are what pri sch stud experiencing now?
not in terms of loitering
but of relationship
i random saw some of my sis's msn conacts nick
so many of them filled with love lover love
i like so and so
its a no wonder there are children whom a very young age whom had already become a father
like 13 years?
OMG.

2010-02-06T22:02:00.002+08:00

everyday i turn on the computer.
what do i do
check email
go allkpop
youtube
read blog
youtube again
dl youtube vid
youtube again

everything that internet means to me is YOUTUBE
how can i be so no life
i accidently cam across one blog post from this FASHIONABLE ang-moh
i was like omg
she is so pretty and so fashionable!
i mean like the clothes she wore is like so PRETTY
its not actually pretty i thiink they are really BEAUTIFUL
the shoes the bags the heels i feel like i wan own them myself
however on close look
its strikes me
they all all branded stuff
which leads me to think fashion=money
no money=no fashion
sthe blog belongs to a girl who is still schoolingthough i dunnno her age
her parents must be really rich that she can buy toones and toones of branded stuff?!
on second thought
flipping thru cleo mah
many models or pretty yound models featured are either daughter of the famous XXX actor
or they are actors themselves
so its true
money=fashion
no money=no fashion
wear those rags!
see all those successful business women
what bags to they carry?
what coats do they wear?
what shades to they have?
fashion is so out of my reach

i could only have my style i guess

i simply adore this heel

will i ever be able to wear this?

2010-02-02T17:10:00.003+08:00

i love liu zhihui i love huang chuwen i love neo huiting i lov sim huiwu i love charlene tan cuiting i love karen lee i love chew yuxuan i love koh jieying. i love my girlfriends to the max

i nvr regretted going cck now
cos its because of this sch that i get to know you guys
thank you so much of all the memories
all the fun times we had
i will send you guys loads of goodies when i am in aussie
do keep me upldated of the happenings too
of the things we all very interested in
MUHAHAHAHAHAHA
must tell me!
:D:D:D:D

19 more days left
add oil~
lets all get first class

2010-01-31T12:45:00.002+08:00

maybe i was just too sensitive?
i am not sure
though the feeling is not the same when i am with the others
i should not think about it

yest went to marina barrage with my dearies
it was really fun
we took polaroids

reach home really late
my mum scolded me
and i am grounded yet again
i shall post the pis some time later

2010-01-28T23:39:00.002+08:00

last day of work
work at citibank was a pretty good experience
thanks to colleagues for the gift!
i like <333333

yeah meet up with zh and hq to see ft island tmr
sat going picnic with my dearests
sun maybe going to see shinee

i alr starting to miss my friends

2010-01-26T10:43:00.003+08:00

i decided to keep my blog alive
it has been confirmed tt my flight would be on 20th feb
to tell the tuth i feel scared
i can imagine what life would like there
am i able to be independent?
am i able to score well and hopefully get a first class?
am i able to do well enough and hopefully land myself in to MBA in london business school?
i have big dreams
yet i am lazy
actions always speak louder than words
yet i only know how to speak instead of actions
my new year resoultion is to action rather than speak
i hope i could acheive all my dreams
earn big bucks and let my parets retire earlier
repay them for letting me go overseas and study
and put such a big financial burden on them
i want them to live happily without any worries till old age

i just cant help feeling sad
i have to be all alone there
no family no friends
though ppl may say go make new friends!
but that will take time to really make true friends who will open up for each other
i can possibly bring all my friends over?
ppl who i have known for years
ppl who has been there for me these years
and the sweet stuff ppl have done for me
all the encouragement and words of concern
i gonna miss them so much
i hope long distance friendship is easy to mantain
thank you ppl!
i will come back during holis!
u all must come visit me too

2009-11-01T15:28:00.002+08:00

i am so in love with this song now.
the lyrics is really nice:D

いま私の愿いごとが
现在我的愿望啊
i ma wa ta shi no ne ga i go to ga

かなうならば翼がほしい
若是能实现那麼请给我翅膀
ka na u na ra ba tsu ba sa ga ho shi i

この背中に鸟のように
就像鸟儿一般请在这背上
ko no se na ka ni to ri no yo u ni

白い翼つけて下さい
装上纯白的翅膀吧
shi to i tsu ba sa tsu ke te ku da sa i

この大空に翼をひろげ
在这片天空中张开双翼
ko no o o zo ra ni tsu ba sa wo hi to ge

飞んで行きたいよ
自在地飞翔啊
to n de yu ku ta i yo

悲しみのない自由な空へ
不存在悲伤的自由之空
ka na shi mi no na i ji yu u na so ra e

翼はためかせ行きたい
乘著风的双翼向前飞翔
tsu ba sa ha ta me ka se yu ki ta i

いま富とか名誉ならば
无论财富或名誉
i ma to mi to ka me i yo na ra ba
いらないけど翼がほしい
我都不需要请给我翅膀
i ra na i ke do tsu ba sa ga ho shi i

子供の时梦见たこと
孩提时代的梦想啊
ko do mo no to ki yu me mi ta ko to

今も同じ梦に见ている
现在仍然如此盼望著
i ma mo o na ji yu me ni mi te i ru

この大空に翼をひろげ
在这片天空中张开双翼
ko no o o zo ra ni tsu ba sa wo hi to ge

飞んで行きたいよ
自在地飞翔啊
to n de yu ku ta i yo

悲しみのない自由な空へ
不存在悲伤的自由之空
ka na shi mi no na i ji yu u na so ra e

翼はためかせ行きたい
乘著风的双翼向前飞翔
tsu ba sa ha ta me ka se yu ki ta i

この大空に翼をひろげ
在这片天空中张开双翼
ko no o o zo ra ni tsu ba sa wo hi to ge

飞んで行きたいよ
自在地飞翔啊
to n de yu ku ta i yo

悲しみのない自由な空へ
不存在悲伤的自由之空
ka na shi mi no na i ji yu u na so ra e
翼はためかせ
乘著风的双翼
tsu ba sa ha ta me ka se

この大空に翼をひろげ
在这片天空中张开双翼
ko no o o zo ra ni tsu ba sa wo hi to ge

飞んで行きたいよ
自在地飞翔啊
to n de yu ku ta i yo

悲しみのない自由な空へ
不存在悲伤的自由之空
ka na shi mi no na i ji yu u na so ra e

翼はためかせ行きたい
乘著风的双翼向前飞翔
tsu ba sa ha ta me ka se yu ki ta i

2009-11-01T14:52:00.002+08:00

it has been so long since i lat posted
many things happened.
well life had been pretty good :D
meet ups with friends
guess the next meet up will have to be dec when all of them finish their exams

thanks to zhihui huiqun huiting karen charlene jieying yuxuan and chuwen for the birthday celebration! :D:D:D:D:D

thanks to my dearest aiai, ah jie and irene and ah heng for the wonderful surpirse

love all of u all to the maxxxxx <3333

work has been pretty alright
new job new environment

i am just getting pretty panriod abt time.
its like times passes so fast
i gonna leave soon
i cant really bear to leave my friends my family
how am i goning to endure this 3 years or eben more
i am so gonna miss them
i wonder will i be able to take care of myself
i am so gonna lone there

these are memories to be remembered and these are friends to be treasured <33333

2009-08-27T00:15:00.002+08:00

life has being great at the same time borrrriiingggggg
work is super duper ultra duper boring
everyday sit in front of the computer and type and type
ielts results just came out
i was so shocked when i got a 8.5 for listening the total was 9
i thought i didnt do well
reading was 8 and writing 7
but i got 7 for speaking too
which i think i didnt do well
it makes me wonder
do i really have communications error?
the jtc guys keep on laughing at me for saying the words wrongly
like spectacles i say spectiko. boyss over flowers i say boys over files
i keep on insiting tt i didnt say the wrong day and is that their hearing got problem

last last went out withthe jtc peeps to celebrate yj bdae
where got ghost is a super lame show
but i think its quite a waste of money
went to hokkaido for dineer and talked about random stuff
the two friends were saying when i leave for aust
they going to send me off
the worst part is they say they going to make a big big banner saying
"bye bye o**** L****"
i nearly killed them
then they say they are all going to visit me in aust someday
they will all come together. so i shall explore brisbane and bring them around

den last sat went to this biotherm talk with yj sam
learnt loads of things

then met up with tian cais too
nice catching up!
:D:D:D:D

2009-08-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

i hope time can pas really past.
i wish its jan now
where i can start sch
i just cant wait to start sch.
yet at the same time i can bear to leave my family and friends
i am just so.....
work is like super tiring these days
i hope to change a job really sooonn

2009-08-10T18:13:00.000+08:00

i finish my ielts so i am now aiting for my results

thing happen and i start to pounder
yc ask me
why did i want to go oversea to study
a simple ans i want to do something that i have interest in
but now after some thoughts
it not as simple as that
i am only 18 going 19
i am still young
i want to experience
experience something u cant really learnt in textbook
even if i go to a local u
i wont learn independence
by going oversea i can learn how to lead a life
though i may be lonely but its good training
i need to make use of my youth and go out and look what is it like outside
the world is big
i wan to see the world
i will succeed
i will come back with a first class honours
i will get schloarship in year 2 and lesssen my parents burden.
wait and see!

2009-07-13T22:37:00.001+08:00

I AM SO GOING TO UQ

when i saw this on fri evening
i nearly cried
tears of joy.
ah heng ask me go meet his friend for UQ.
weird
anway i gonna mug hard for IELTS now!

2009-07-03T20:26:00.006+08:00

i am just super duper ultra duper disgusted with this new guy
who sits behind me in our tutorial room styled office
i dun care if he sees this and what
i just gonna say this
he is so disgusting
he is alr 24/25 years old yet he is so immature
let me begin with what he says when he sees files with doc dated like 1978, 1960...balahhh
those old type of files
he can excalim loudly.." ooohh look at this date i wasnt even a cell yet" "this date my parents haven even started dating".
pls lah
what is wrong with seeing this dates
its a usual thing
even if unusual for you pls dun make such childish comments
i had enough
even though i am the only girl in the dept
pls show respect.
but what u say today
i felt like crying
i nearly cried
i am furious
i felt so harrassed
you are alr like 25 years old
cant u be like more mature
and not talk so ignorantly
how i wish i could give you one tight slap
even ah heng was angry
but luckily he was there
he told me to listen to my mp3 and dun listen to their conversation
and his words made me laugh
thank you ah heng

i miss my old colleague loads
now only left with ah heng and simon
and yj is coming back soon
though we talk about things like clubbing and such i never felt embarassed before
i miss the fun times we had and all the gossiping and many more.

2009-06-27T11:27:00.002+08:00

suddenly it feels so sad
everyone quit
left me ah heng and simon
yj went for camp
will only be back the week after
oh gosh
i think i will miss the fun we had
i need to continue work

i need many many many endurance
some things cannot be said here

2009-06-16T21:48:00.004+08:00

i wish i could saw away my nose
i feel awful

mum is nagging at me again
for watching show
say its boliao
siannn
its like i just finish studying(mugging) for my ielts
den i got nothing to do
i just come online to watch show
what else i could do?
like nothing!
i am really like very tired from tuition and work
both physically and mentally
i didnt hav tuition today cos my student fell sick
jus on day of rest
to enjoy myself
yet she still continues to nag and nag and nag
she always dislike when i compare myself to my jie
jie also hogs on to the computer everyday and watch show
but her mum doesnt seems to nag her about it
bros and aunts are like full of concern when they knew tt i taking up so many jobs
they tell me not to work so hard
money cant finish earning
now with one special day on rest i also cant seemed to enjoy it
another similar thing happened
tt day when i went to meet my buyer for online books
but he got soething on so have to meet at a later time
which i didnt mind
i decided to cancel my tuition
so i called her to inform her
den she went like hay wire
die also dun allow me to cancel tuition
hello?
ask me to tell the buyer die also want to meet now
i am very tired alr

maybe all i wrote thought and felt was just a moment of fury
all tt she wants was for my own good?
i just found my growing up book a few days back
a book where it keep tracks of things when i was born till i was like 4 or 5 years old
i cried reading it
everypage i read i feel the love form my mum and dad
maybe i just misunderstand their love sometimes
everyone has different ways of expressing their love
sometimes we are jus blinded my our own desire and couldnt see it
this is what a family is like
family stands for Father And Mother I Love You.

i shall do well in uni and let my parents enjoy early retirement and a good life!

2009-06-06T13:08:00.002+08:00

i made my decision
and i will work hard towards it
right now i am working hard to earn load load of money
to earn my living expenses in aust
so will be continuing work in jtc
while my friends and colleagues are studying
now teaching 4 tuitions which means is like tuition everyday
except for sunday
now no life = better life in future

i will succeed!
:D:D:D:D:D

2009-05-29T22:27:00.002+08:00

yes, i am so stressed lately
sometimes i jus get confuse
so confused
a level result was a disaster
i didnt get into the course i wanted
hopefully my appeal will be a success

now if really so suay i cant get into the course i wantt
i will go overseas
yes overseas
alone
money is an issue
safety is an issue
and even getting a student visa is an issue
mummy is nagging non-stop
keep on saying she dont know what am i thnking
i told you what i want
I WANT TO GO OVERSEAS AND PURSUE A COUSE I AM INTERESED IN
tt my goal
now in order to apply for an australia student visa
because of my china passport i have to take the IELTS test
and she continues to nag
on whether i will pass if a not
sometimes i really feel why does she have so little faith in me
daddy supports me in going overseas
and really plans to send me overseas
i have begin thru great thoughts in telling you firmly i want to go overseas
i have to leave you daddy and sis
and friends
going there all alone to this strange in new place
everything will be on my on
do you know how much courage will i need
to do that
please stop stepping on my morale and try to change my mind
i am stressed enough
i cant take it anymore

I WILL DO WELL!

2009-05-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

looking at all my previous post,
i feel that the way i typed was so childish
yes i must become more mature!
i am turning 19 really soon
its time to grow up

had a fun time with irene yj and bacteria(hengyew)
we were like little kids. playing hide and sick in toyRus

2009-04-26T17:22:00.002+08:00

fell sick so i am emo-ing again
i am praying hard
praying really hard

i dont understand why
its just because of all those weird dreams i am having
is that what i wish for deep down?
but i actually did not realise it myself?
i doubt so
i dont wish to talk about those weird dreams i am having
i dont know
my brain is not in proper working order
i am in a state of confusion and dizzy-ness
i cant think straight
blame on the stupidd headache i am having
its sunday which means
work tomorrow.
sian.

daddy is acting weird lately
he grounded me for nothing
thus i didnt go out with dearies to bugis the other day :(
saying i keep going out.
but the point is i have nothing to do!
and tue went out with colleagues
i returned home at 10.10
he G-A-N-ED me for returning home late
saying i not even 20. stay out so late for what?
i know he cares for me
but the thing is
i don go out den jiu stay at home watch show
he also G-A-N me.
saying i nthing better to do, keep on watching show
i cant go out cant watch show. what can i do?!
luckily today he didnt G-A-N me for watching show.
but i have no life -.-
i need to self-ground

from now on i have tuition from mon to thurs. sian.tired

2009-04-10T11:35:00.002+08:00

i am grounded!
i cant go out tmr with clinques
siannnnnnnn

but luckily can go to the sun outing with colleagues
hahahahaha!
i am super broke lahs

yesterday work was like super slack
practically chatted for like the whole day
expect for the morn!
hahahahahahaahahaha!

i so love jap drama!
miru haruma!
jae joong!

2009-04-02T22:17:00.003+08:00

finally able to meet up with my jc dearies this coming sat
i so so miss them!
the times we spent our breaks together
the lil jokes we have
and load loads loads loads more!!!!
huiyi! aiyue! jermaine!

this 3 ladies ps me and work in the same cmpany
but its alright lahs
i very forgiving de!
muhahahhahahahaha

i must master the art of immune-ing
sam sam tmr got medicine interview
so wish her best of the luck!

i wish...i hope...i pray...

Love all my dearies to the max!

zh!
u are the sweeeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttteeeeeeeeesssssssssssssttttttttttt

i shall upload u and hq bdae celebration photos soon
which is due so long long ago!

2009-03-31T21:51:00.002+08:00

i erased what i typed just now
jus wanna say
i am angry

2009-03-29T19:51:00.002+08:00

oh my
my pay for this mth haven in yet
i am like spending and spending!
nxt week going out with huiyi jer and ay!
going out every week=spend spend spend

pls suggest sth we could go eat.
i absolutely have to idea
eat soul again quite boring arhs
i have craving for jap food!

2009-03-29T16:40:00.004+08:00

yest went tuition cancelled
went to smu to submit admission stuff
i lost my way there
i actually alighted a few stops before my stop
i walked under the out burning sun for like 2.4km
indeed i stick my hand out and cabbed there
i shld have done that early
den i was super late for my date with irene and yj
den ai ai called me
as i was talking to her i look here and there for the two
in the end they came out from their hiding place and say i past them without noticing them
>.>
i am blind
oh my
i have a five day work week
and i am meeting my colleagues 6 days per week
and the past week is full ot ots
den jiu shopppeddddddd
and ate
somethings happen which i say liao lose face
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAA
our lil secret
HAHAHAHAHAHAA
irene bought so many things lahs
den me and yj say the "ball ball" shirt irene bought
will make basketball love her more
HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHA
i bought myself a polo tee
share with irene de
some sort the same design
we ay we shall wear on diff days
see if anyone will realise
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
work tmr again...
yep yep tts all~

LOADS OF THANKS TO MY 爱爱~~~~~~~~~~
LOVE YOU!

we are always getting so mushy in office >.<
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

later blender jealous
i am so afraid i will be killed by blender

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA

2009-03-14T21:47:00.001+08:00

i took this quiz
i think some parts are quite true

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2009-03-14T08:19:00.005+08:00

yesterday was a indeed a black friday
so many things happen
i dont want conflict
i hate conflicts
i dunno how to comfort u
i just want to tell u i will never forget u
no matters what happens
u are always there for me
jus 3 words
i love ya zh!

2009-03-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

i had a frightful day!

2009-03-09T21:13:00.003+08:00

i hope i can get into the course of my choice(nus)
if not i will be going overseas
i really hope i do

today work was ok
just doing normal stuff
the guys keep on calling me 公安
stupidd
they say i look like a policewomen
??!!!!!!
somemore ask me if i can get into the 公安 faculty??!!!
tt pretty lame
no matter how i denied
they keep on calling me that
so i gave samuel who started this name
i started calling him 恐怖先生
cos sam say i always say the words 恐怖
didnt even realise it myself
nothing much happen lahs
just the usual work + laughing

i am praying really hardd

zh don kill me
its not that i wanna fly
i am left with no choice

ciqin was damm funny
got A for gp
tell me wanna retake one other sub
damm pro sia

i hope
i pray
i wish

2009-02-25T21:07:00.002+08:00

i decided to do away with my restiction
i dunno why
whats happening to me??!!!

scared
scared
the only words that can describe my feelings
work was ok
loads of little jokes
i guess i am stupid
took so long to realise sth
don bother
zh was so cute
called me to tell me she saw a rainbow from her house
LOLL
jurong de rainbow was super big and beautiful
ht is sweeeeetttt! LOVE HER!
HIPPO HIPPO!
lol
to tt someone don be mad~~~~~

2009-02-21T15:33:00.002+08:00

i just restricted my blog
i dunno why jus did it
i reached home at 2am+++++ today morning
super tired
but the bbq was fun
with so many ppl
i did 2 things which i never did
i guess my mum gonna kill me if she finds out
yikes~~~
i actually DRINK-ed!
I actually GAMBLED!
i cant believe it
LOL
i am jus too *toot* le
NO COMMENTS
>.>

2009-02-14T22:01:00.005+08:00

today is V DAY!

so HAPPY V DAY TO ALL MY DEARIES~~~~~

LIU ZHIHUI

MICHELLE AHMAD

HUANG CHUWEN

NEO HUITING

SIM HUITING

YEO HUIYI

CHNG AIYUE

JERMANIE JONG

not forgetingg...

CHARLENE

KAREN

YUXUAN!!!!!

LOVE YOU ALL LOADS

thanks for begin by myside for all my ups and downs

today initally wanted to go out with the tian cais de

but den mus teach tuition

also need to go jurong point to scout for pants

why mus today lehs

cos sat sis got piano lesson at boon lay

jiu shun bian lor

luckily i got my pants for work

den since today is V DAY

den i also got my pay from my last job

i decided to give my DEAREST FAMILY a treat!

we went to new york new york again

cos sis love it

though mummy suggested dian xiao er

daddy is the cutest

he always 口是心非de lor

but i am really happy that my family enjoyed the meal

one cute quote that daddy said was the food was so nice that he can swallow the whole plate

well we didnt order much dishes

cos the meat platter that we ordered had a SUPER HUGE serving

pictures pictures！！

2009-02-13T20:36:00.002+08:00

its finally the weekend!!!!
early in the morn on the train nearly get fooled by the YEO HUIYI and CHNG AIYUE
mus write their name BIG BIG
but they neva fool me
cos CHNG AIYUE started laughing before she can fool me
so obvious lor...
den jiu chat chat lor
YEO HUIYI there killing mosquito(game)
mus kill 888 hor
tt my target for u!
one week work seems ok lahs
the thing is the dress code is to wear long pants
LOLL
i hate long pants
i only have 2 lor
so pathetic lahs
so weekend is the time for me to scouting for long pants
all my pants are nee length if not jiu 3/4
which all cant be worn to work
siannnnnnnnnnn
jus got to know ppl from company
not bad lahs
funny ppl
it was said tt there will be gathering nxt week
or aka chalet with comapny ppl
haha
since only 4 girls
so irene told me sam say boring jiu go home
den i say ok lor
i am fine with anything
lallaalala~~~
one week of work
finally met huiting in the lift after work today
LOL
thx for the chocs!
LOVE HER
everyday lunch jiu go with my dept de ppl
everyday see so many comaony names and numbers
my head is bursting with tonnes and tonnes of alphabets and numbers
a bit worst den previous job
but previous job also no better
everyday is caculation if not jiu filing
but this job is fun lahs
at least got ppl to talk to
last job eveyday face 4 walls
siannnn

LIUZHIHUI!
u say when we get fist pay mus go out eat de
but when u free???

2009-02-10T21:27:00.002+08:00

I AM TIRED
DEAD TIRED
guess what time i reached home yesterday?
12am!
first day of new job= OT
though i am fine with it lahs
cos got $$$$
thanks to neo huiting
I LOVE NEO HUITING!
without her i will still be travelling away tot he far far away place for work
and earn little money
LOVE LOVE HER
i wont forget
i own you fish and co!

ps to XXX
hope eveything is alright for you now...

2009-01-31T09:51:00.001+08:00

saw this in the show that i have been watching

strikes me thinking

LIVE=EVIL

ITS SYMMETRICAL

2009-01-29T09:40:00.006+08:00

chuwen asked me about the guy whom i say i liked
wanted to know who he is
so i went to SEARCH for his pictures
and therefore i found some

so here goes.........

introducing........

MIURA HARUMA!!!!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Haruma_Miura

this is movie i am talking about. very touching!!

2009-01-27T15:33:00.003+08:00

i am so so so so so so so BORED
dying of boredom le lahs
friends ahve their work and stuff and those poly need study
which means for the rest of the week i will be rotting at home
zzzzzzzz
i miss zh
wonder whats she doing now
hmmm
i am too emotional
too too emotional
a new year must really learn to control my own emotions!!!!
haishhh
why must my company de cny holi be so long
rotting at company is better than rotting at home
at least got money go inside my pocket
the first thing i am going to do when i receive my pay
is online shopping spree
i am already eye-ing on a few items le
muhahahahaha
however i must control my spending too
ever since i came back to sg
i keep on withdrawing $$$
never deposit $$$
my savings are shrinking
leads me further and further away from my goal
>.<

really like this song de lyrics
sweeeeet but sad

飞轮海-孤单摩天轮
作曲:万晨
作词:蓝小邪
编曲:吕绍淳@东城音乐

旋转木马拼命奔跑
每一步换一阵热闹
云宵飞车疯狂转弯
听一声颤抖的尖叫

我只是摩天轮静静等着谁来到
当她降临怀中我的心开始孤单地跳

再一圈
再飞一圈就好
她无助眼神还没有依靠
我多想伸出双手给她一个紧紧拥抱
但我做不到

再一圈
再陪陪她就好
让我可以扬起她沉重的嘴角
不怕她的眼泪让我的心生锈
游乐场打烊后谁会知道

排队的人总那么多
快乐的人却这么少
奇怪是我只想带她一起去天空中寻宝
我如果飞得高也许她会笑一笑
可我拼了命向上
结果却慢慢地往下掉

再一圈
再飞一圈就好
她无助眼神还没有依靠
我多想伸出双手给她一个紧紧拥抱
但我做不到

再一圈
再陪陪他就好
让我可以扬起她沉重的嘴角
不怕她的眼泪让我的心生锈
游乐场打烊后谁会知道

再一圈再飞一圈就好
她寂寞手心在等谁打扰
我宁愿交换所有给她一个紧紧拥抱
哪怕就一秒

再一圈
再陪陪他就好
让我可以记得她头发的味道
就算我走不到她的天涯海角
这瞬间已足够天荒地老

2009-01-25T23:33:00.001+08:00

the photo i wanted to upload long long ago

2009-01-25T21:36:00.001+08:00

A LATE NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
1) listen to bro and become more OPEN
2)WORK HARD
3) get my hands on TWILIGHT =X
4)be HAPPY :D

HAPPY MOO MOO YEAR~~~~

2009-01-25T20:39:00.002+08:00

why does everyone thinks my job is super duper good?
i think its still ok lahs
it is super duper far from my home
i wake up early in the morning, the time i wake up for sch
cos i take my own sweet time to prepare myself
LOL blame myself for it
cos i take a long time to deide what to wear
i should blame myself
the pay is also low..
sadd!
every morning have to squeeeeezeeeee into the super pack MRT
so hot so stuffy so sweaty
>.>
eveyday 9-5
have to do this
sometimes i am super bored in office
have to watch show
yar watch show
watch mime lahs
no sound
i agree i dun realli understand jap but got sound feels better mahs
but still must say lahs
the welfare is super good lahs
boss gave me a super BIG hongbao
den also invinted me to their company dinner
on 4th at harbour front
cool~~~
my job still ok lahs
but the money minded side of me still think pay too low
shall talk to my boss someday
muahaha
some more i really like doing the same thing everyday lahs
i calculate the salary of their workers until i went crazy
calculate their CPF until i went insane
filing all invoives and statement of accounts until i faint
labelling cheques books until i nearly died
i need more challenge!
i shall 偷师 from my 师傅
learn as much from her as possible

i dont like smses
i think it sth that causes misunderstanding easily
u wont know whats the other party tone in the msg
tt why i like to call
sth happen that day
i tot u where joking or sth good has happened
thats why i joked with ya, pestered ya to tell me the truth
i hope it didnt hurt u
pardon me for my ignorance
i feel guilty
i feel really bad when i know the truth
i couldnt call ya immedaitely
seriously when i knew
i nearly cried
i dont know why my reaction is like tt
maybe i am always the emotional type of ppl
i hope u are alright
really miss ya
i dont like smses

2009-01-23T21:15:00.004+08:00

work as an acounting assitant was fine
eveything type salary cpf stuff lahs
if not is do filing of invoices and statement of accounts lahs
learnt loads of secrets =X
i realised my blog is so dead lol
shall upload some pictures jus to liven up a little
tee hee hee...
yeah today was half day
company close till 2nd
so i have a long rest
however no work=no money
:(:(
but at least i received a big hongbao from boss today
teehehee
$$$$$
moneyminded
blogshop strted rather successfully?
www.shiningstuffs.blogspot.com
sold some stuffs lahs
i am now in a jap drama craze
so so love bloody monday
its a great show
i a bit bias
cos i like the male lead
LOL
but i still think its a great show
i finshed watching PI LI MIT
and now watching
gokusen3 i finished gokusen2 last year
and also watching binbi danshi
cos all the that guy!
LOL
in short he is the male lead for the movie koizora
LOL

bros are just so sweeeeeeet! >-<>-<

hope u all alright
i will always be there for ya
off to watch show....AGAIN
LOL

2009-01-23T20:58:00.002+08:00

今天坐地铁下班回家
看了看天空
天空很蓝云很白
一下子地铁下了地道
一片漆黑
其实人生就很像一趟地铁的旅程
一下子阳光明媚,蓝天白云
下一秒又只是黑暗
同样一件事
有发生在身边的人的身上
我不知道如何安慰他
我不会像他那样的勇敢
只能告诉他
我会永远陪在你身傍
支持者你
希望你也能像座地铁一样
下了地道
但还会从地道爬上来
又是蓝天白云
加油!

2009-01-05T11:37:00.002+08:00

i am back in sing
i need a job!!!
enjoyed the past month with bros sis aunts and uncles
and my dearest grandma
thanked them for all they have done for miie
thanks to sis for bringing miie out.. i enjoyed all of them
thanks to bros for all your sweet-ness
i know u all are worried tt i will get bullied bcos of my character
no worries
i will do what all of u hav taught miie
thanks to 2nd bro for your sweet present
love u!
thanks to aunt and uncles for ur love
thanks to all my family
i love all of u lotsa

i cant bare to leave all of you
pardon miie for not turning back at the departure hall
tears flowed
i dont wan them to flow even more
i am afraid tt i will not be able to stop crying like last time
i controlled my emotions

i miss my family~~~~~

2008-12-18T10:43:00.002+08:00

i in a shopping maddness lately
esp if i went out with sis
oh god
i spent so much money
i bought 3 earrings
1 bag
i lipgloss
and i cant stop
i bought presents,
its sth simple but i dunno if it will be useful to you guys
cos its handmade i tiink?
i not sure

oh god i cant stop spending money !!!

2008-12-17T22:27:00.002+08:00

i know i am lazy

i shall just upload one random photo

=X

tada~~~~~

LoL

2008-12-04T09:10:00.000+08:00

bye singapore

2008-11-24T21:16:00.001+08:00

my new tv arrived!
yiipee!
i cant find a new blogskin that i like
sian
recently hve been watching anime + tv non-stop
haha
shopping spree~~~~`

2008-11-21T12:30:00.002+08:00

As is finally over
freedom at last
don ask me how well i did
i dont know myself
just praying real hard that i can get into uni
went out with friends on tue, sfter their phy paper
we went to vivo to watch HSM3
i will never take bus to vivio again
it was such a loong trip
we did quite a lot of stupid things
initially wanna go out today with huiyi de
but i not feeling well
sorry girl,
never mind i will be free until 4th of dec
so i cany go out anytime

went to changi to fetch my dear sis yest
okie terminal 3 was nice!
i shall uplod some of the pix she took
anyway she went there for competion cum exchange cum play
their school won the top prize
her gold medal was super shiny
lol
i am so madly in love shugo chara!
thanks to zh >.>
haha

i have been hogging on to the com for the past few days
watch show watch anime den do loads of stuff

the smell of freedom is so sweet!

2008-10-11T14:20:00.002+08:00

老虎不发威,不要把我当病猫!
我可不是好欺负
不要以为我让让你就得寸近尺！

2008-09-28T18:19:00.001+08:00

2008-09-22T20:35:00.002+08:00

生命是什么?
每个人对于生命的定义不同
最近刚看完了<<一公升的眼泪>>
很感人的一部片子
一部有真实故事改编的片子
让我感触良多

一个15岁的女孩,得了不治之症
生体逐渐不能活动自如
中一个生体健全的人变成一个残疾人
但他是那么得勇敢与坚强
没有被病魔打到
面对着诗人残酷的眼光与讥笑她因病而奇怪的走路方式
他并没有放弃,努力减轻的告诉自己我要后下去,一直活下去
我想若我的了他那种病我没有他的那份勇气,坚强.

看完了整部剧我好感动,
眼泪也在每一集时不知不觉地流了下来
家人无声的支持
家人的不放弃
家的团结
他的勇敢,坚强,认真,努力,顽强的意志,永不言败
其实,这部剧美化了他原本的故事..
电视剧里女主角得到了男主角的爱
但是真正的女主角并没有享受到恋爱的滋味
电视里的主角至少得到朋友的关爱但是..

电视里其实也很现实
当主角的两位好友被同学逼问照顾他是不是很麻烦时
人性受到考验
试想想他遇到天大的麻烦事时,在有可能伤到个人利益时
又有几个朋友肯为你赴汤蹈火
人不为己,天诛地灭
这就是现实
我不是在否定我的朋友
只是在感叹现实的残酷
只有家人对你才是真心的阿

我得像故事的主人翁学习
勇敢,坚强,珍惜,努力,意志,永不言败!!!

摔倒了又怎樣呢？
再站起來就行了。
摔倒的同時仰望天空，
藍藍的天空今天也是廣闊無邊得微笑著。
我是活著的。

无比的感动!!

2008-08-29T11:59:00.005+08:00

再过不久我的人生最重要的战争就要开始了
是否能打赢这场战争就要看我的造化了
我好怕真得好怕
家人们个个在慰问我的成绩
我却...
外婆最近生体又不好
我真的好担心
外婆唯一担心的就是我
我是否能上大学
我一定要努力努力再努阿
哥哥姐姐们都大学毕业了
又有一份很不错的工作
现在就轮到我了

发生了一些事情
不知该怎么说
我太敏感了吧

加油!!!

这首歌好发人深省哦

开天窗

一隻鯨魚要怎麼放進冰箱
打開門然後用力關冰箱
然後呢如果你還想要放一隻大象
一份希望要怎麼放進心臟
如果你活的有一點悲傷
答案是用力丟掉鯨魚
用力甩悲傷

是誰說半夜不能吃便當
是誰說彩虹不能長頭上
是誰說藍色就等於憂傷
你看看天空和海洋
順風時就展開雙翅飛翔
逆風時就當成在衝浪
沒有風的時候那就讓我
開開天窗

一句歌詞怎麼讓你很難忘
方文山林夕和我都在想想破頭也鑽不進一個
緊閉的心房
一個難題要用多少的智商
多少淚還有多少的盼望
多少人變成緊閉門窗
孤獨的國王

是誰說半夜不能吃便當
是誰說彩虹不能長頭上
是誰說藍色就等於憂傷
你看看天空和海洋
順風時就展開雙翅飛翔
逆風時就當成在衝浪
沒有風的時候那就讓我
開開天窗

啦啦啦~
我是 open chan 快
乐的一天跟
你一起 OPEN！
喔喔喔喔！
我是 open chan
快乐的一天
彩虹长在头上！
喔喔喔喔！

2008-07-27T13:05:00.003+08:00

i am back for a update.
yesterday went for CIP at chung cheng high
loads of thanks to ciqin who have organised such a great cip
i feel really inspired by the people from trybe.
i see how big the world can be, i am really small
i learnt a lot from this cip and i am willing to go back as a trybe volunteer
but its after As
i am really very inspired.
anyway on Friday our whole class took mrt to tampines
seems like a class outing as what jovinta said
haha
i was super tired, reached home at 10.30!
on the way there i was reading the book PS i love you
its a really great book. i was just reading the first few chapters i nearly cried a really really really nice book.

okie on sat i woke up at 5.30! which is so early,
then after bathing and breakfast went to meet the guys to go down to the school
we cabbed down there
because we get to claim the taxi fare
we will meet those living the same area

there, we were divided in to groups and were to follow two leads
i was teamed up with ming
then my leads are daniel and jamie
though i dont know how old jamie is, she seems really young experienced
we only know daniel is 19, a year older then us
many young volunteers are just about our age
actually trybe is just the thumbs up programme we attended in sec sch
anyway i just feel that i wont be as brave as daniel & jamie who kept their cool no matter how noisy our class gets and how they managed to speak in front of so many people
i wont dare to speak when so many pairs of eyes are staring at me, that is why i feel that they were really brave =X
i am scaredy cat.! lol
i think i must really boost my confidence more
its a really enriching experience

the day ended with we the DISC( lol our new name) went for lunch which is at 4.00++ at swens
i am broke!! :'(
they are really bad girls for they laugh at me for something that happened. its really awkward
i will not elaborate on what happen.
bad bad girls!

2008-07-07T20:46:00.002+08:00

school officially re-open tmr because of exam and marking day and stuff
tmr start lesson
which means muggini mugging
this weekend, cos my sis derx sch called my dad to make dumpling for them to take pix
for dunno what purpose
so he made some
i helped too
my dumpling are gettting more and more beautiful! heh heh
i finally learnt how to make mummy's special and beautiful dumpling

rantings again,,
school re open which means
no conan
no tv
no com
no video conferencing with sis

only study study study

i always say we only eat sleep study
no life!

i suddenly feel like writing some story
like some fanfiction
cos suddenly feel so inspired
maybe i will do it when i am free

the 6th book of traces is super duper nice
hope it isnt the last book...cos then ending rather weird lahs'
so sudden
a lot of thing neva say

hope A level would be a breeze den i can watch conan , enjoy my holi, endless shopping wit my sis(cousin) cos she promised miie that she isnt taking any leave now cos she wan peii miie at the end of the year! wont disappoint my parents cousins uncles and aunts and my dearest grandma, they put so much faith miie

jus so stressed, all my cousins graduated from uni. now gotten good jobs, now its my turn le..haish..
gotta learn from big bro, so young yet now a vice-chariman of his company, he is only 30!
he also took mater degree,,
with only a few years, he has such achievements
whoever marries him is a lucky gal!
however, till now he hasnt gotten a girlfriend!
i am waiting to attend a wedding dinner for so long
yet, he haven even gotten a girl friend
mr bachelor!
haha
love big bro lotsa!
i will learn from him
his endurance
his passion
his hardwork
his never say diie
he is really someone to learn from!!

I WLL CONQURE A LEVEL!

my blog will again be going to hibernate for a long time

2008-07-04T11:48:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ENDED!!!!!
slacking for the past few days...
haha..
watching conan conan and more conan...haha
yesterday went cycling with zhihui haha
at cck park
i would neva go back there again
its full of big fat ants
disgusting!!!!!!!!
lotsa of thanks to zhihui who treated miie to starbucks!!!
love her lotsa!!!!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
conan is getting so so so so so so exciting!!!
update with pictures soon!

2008-06-27T11:52:00.004+08:00

half of mid year jus went by
chem paper 3..
fail for sure
neva finish
spent too much time on the stupid graph
i was so emo tt morning
that i nearly cried
mummy called mie when i left for school
she boost my confidence
daddy spent miit a sweet msg
daddy even woke in the middle of night and pusshed to my bed to stop miie from mugging
i nearly cried at the interchange
luckily i didnt.
i only cried twice in public
those bitter moments
lotsa of thanks for those who were beside miie during those days
zhihui,the tian cais
but still never do well...
i let my parents down
saddd

econ still ok

maths
still okie
i dunno how to prove the AP GP qn
the p=2 qn
den the most frustrating thing is that the last qn..i stare at it for soo long that
when i finally realise how to do
i only left with 5 min
after drawing the diagram
i left 2 min to integrate
half way thru...time up!!
on the whole still okie lahs

must piang on chem paper 2 and 2 and maths paper 2

i must learn to love stats!!!

jia you jia you
2 more papers
this will end now before prelims and a level

i will learn from my big bro
his my idol
preserve preserve!!!!

2008-06-23T13:03:00.002+08:00

MUGGGING HARD FOR ECONS CHEM AND MATHS!!!!

>-<
I ONLY HAVE SOME CONFIDENCE IN MATHS
CHEM STILL OK

ECONS... FAINT

HOPE TO EXPAND MY MEMORY SPACE

MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG!!!

2008-06-16T14:32:00.002+08:00

exams round the corner
stress like hell
tmr tuition
den got consultations
i having so so much headache on stats...
binomial distribution poisson distribution normal distribution.....
zZzZzZzZzZzZzzzz
a level a level a level
i must get into uni!!!!
加油唐帆骎!!!!!!
加油我亲爱的朋友们!!!

2008-06-03T16:54:00.002+08:00

i fell sick again.. -_-
fever...
highest was 38.6
crazy
hope to get well by tmr
if not i will be grounded..
zzzzzzzzzz
sick sick sick sick

charlie chan tuition just now...
loner....
char got sch lesson
sian sian sian

2008-06-01T14:06:00.001+08:00

totally in love with these two guys here..

kaitou kid!

Zero!

2008-05-31T19:07:00.000+08:00

quoted from chuwen's blogg:

Friends are like rainbows, they're bright, beautiful, and you feel a smile when they appear

short and simple but really sweeeet and drives you thinkingg..
love you guys lotsa!
zhihui mich chuwen huiting huiqun karen char yuxuan

huiyi aiyue jer

2008-05-30T17:11:00.000+08:00

just a random entry,
gsc paper today was like ok only

some self reflection..
i really think i am sonone who lacks confidence
i was blog hopping
looking at ppl entry
someone entries in which i dare post
i secretly wrote in my diary
its not related to friendship stuffs or ethical remarks..
its just some other stuff
ok.. i know i lack confidence
which is what my cousins always tell miie
just like when they treat to sing k
i dare not
i have no confidence in my voice
i am scared in going out of tune
maybe i should try to build up my confidence
how do i do that?
i want my As for a level
i remember the loooong talk with big bro
his words of encouragement and stuff
maybe first build up on my confidence level
he really give miie a deep analysis on myself
i will one day be as successful as him!!
yea i must be...
i must be brave, maybe i should post the things i said previously
oh yea
i told zhihui abt it
she laugh at miie
angry angry angry..haha
kidding i not angry lahs

things happens
i still remember the BIG BIG fight i had with zhihui because of ****
haha
the super long letter she wrote mmie still in my drawer muhaha
we were once childish, ignorant
i must mature
fate is in my hands
i will change it.

nothing much....
oh yar.. i must really apologize to dearest chuwen
ever since i gone to jc
i have no time to chat with her
everytime she talk to miie either i am doing pw or gp stuff
sadd
then everytime say nxt time then chat
i feel bad
sorry sorry!!

chuwen,a BIG event i shall tell ya soon
and zhihui pls..i told ya liao..long ago... oOoOoO

i am randoming again
my blog has being dead for a really long time

though this might be late i shall upload yuxuan bdae photo soon

go play piano le.. i wanna learn new song!!

2008-05-29T14:40:00.000+08:00

i dont really know whats happening
the things that happened on that day wasnt what i wanted
i dont liked to be forced into doing
should i really have joined in the first place?

yeahh..char and chuwen round the corner
which means outing outing outing!!
i need my shopping spree..
gotta get my atm card from mom
i asked her to keep it for miie to prevent myself to empty my saving
yet now i cant control myself and got it back
haha
ironic arh
maybe i should get my daddy to sponsor

where are we going?
i dunno
bugis was thee conculsion i got from char huiting and huiqun
maybe we go somewhere else for food and movie after shopping?
hope to see the guys soon

another thing is i gotta buy wne for daddy
fathers day coming

mumy bdae is in july
the thing that i know she wan is like
$60++++
i am going to be broke
i need to mugg again

h1 papaer tmr
wiish miie luck
good luck to zhihui and char for phy
huiqun for chem
huiyi aiyue and jer for bio
jyjy!!

i realli pity someone
if i were her i will be realli sad and emo

love you guys!

i am waiting for nov 17
6 mths more!!!!
jyjy!!!

2008-05-02T14:31:00.000+08:00

生病了
过度操劳
爸爸为了我
大半夜的跑出去买药给我
帮我盖被
感动~~~~

大哥回去了
哈哈
不过真得很感动
谢谢大家对我的好
小女真的真的好感动啊
感激感激感激感激
谢谢大哥送的body shop护肤品
窝心窝心
我爱我的家人！！

i love my bro!!!!!!

2008-02-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

i love love my bro so so so so so much!!!
he taught miie econs
using standard eng
thru msn video conference
i now fully understand
yeahhh
i love him so so so so much!!!!

2008-02-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

it has been a month since i last blogger
have been realli busy
hw hw hw
test test test
quiz quiz quiz
a new year, new teachers expect myms chew and gsc cher neva change,
ok i still like the new teachers.
mrs tay is good .
yupp
tt all i wanna say

2008-01-01T18:00:00.000+08:00

2008 is finally here
dis is gonna be a happening year
a levels!
i will mugggg realli hard
professor liu zhihui
u must help miie
haha

anw happiie new year to all!!!!

2007-12-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

i had a greaat day yesterday
chatting wit the whole gang of us
haha
first and foremost
i am realli very very very X1000000000000000000000000(infinite)
touched by zhihui's card
its realli sweet
i nearly cried
i so so so so so so love ya
mich's card sound so sadd
:(

the cards andd prezziie by the rest of the gang is realli sweet too
i feel so touched i love them all.
all are now safely resting in my special drawer

dis year's exchange like so many DIY work eh
hahaha

i love ya guys so so so so so so so so much

i finally pre-ordered fahrenheit album
haha
getting it the coming friday
haha

i going home next year
after A level
anything wan miie help ya guys to buy
must tell miie hors
heh heh

2007-12-29T16:06:00.000+08:00

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS
1)LOSE WEIGHT
2)STRAIGHT As FOR A LEVEL

2007-12-27T11:43:00.000+08:00

okie jus a quick entry first,
i love zhihui lotsa
if not for ya i would have been deadd..
u shld know why
muahahaha
love ya lotsa!!!

2007-12-16T14:21:00.000+08:00

weetss

i so so adore conan
he's such a cutie!
tee hee hee

daddy's b'dae was fun
i cooked
dun give miie tt face
i can cook derx okie
will upload the picture nxt time

2007-12-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

i have decided to revamp my wiishes
daddy's prezziie is settled..den here goes
1)fahrenheit album($21)
2)sister's gang prezziie($10)
3)movie wit sis($14)
4)prezziie for___($10)
5)Adidas deodorant($5)
6)diary book($5)

2007-12-13T21:31:00.000+08:00

jus a random entry,
jer aiyue and huiyi
feels tt i am stingy as in like
i find everything expensive den dun wan buy or eat
when i was in sec2or sec3, i nearly finish spending my whole acc on wants
also i personally feel tt
we are still students,
we dun hav a stable income
why spent so much on unnecessary stuff
yes, i do consider a lot when buying things
cos they are my wants
if i buy something without thinking
it will be staying at home collecting dust
wat for?
tt why i always consider and consider when buying sth
is it realli needed
dis goes the same for Fahrenheit things
like the latest gongzai
i did have even think of ordering it.
firstly, its ex
most of all it has no use if i buy it.
oh yar
Fahrenheit album will be out on 4th jan if i am not wrong..
there are only a few things i will buy(idol related stuff)
one version of their album...gai ban is a waste of money..jus tt the goodiies they give is different
nxt mag iweekly uweekly teens teenage
as in mag like play and colour ..
same waste of money
den stickers to decorate my notes.giv miie motivations
poster when there is discount
muhaha
am i realli stingy? or a miser?
maybe yes
my principal is tt
spend when it is needed
with the same amt of money why not spending it on sth useful
and also at tiimes money can be spent on wants
but still have to control on the amt spent
yar, maybe i am more willing to spend while wit the sister gang?
its not tt i dun like the tian cais
jus the bond and frienship is stronger there
like we known each other longer
or maybe our personalities are more alike?
i dunno.
chuwen zhihui u tell miie?
am i realli tt stingy?

2007-12-12T15:46:00.000+08:00

Fireworks!!
i will upload the video of the fireworks and the disney parade soooon..

the above pix are on the way to disneyland...the train..interior and exterior

wit minnie mouse ..haha

guess which is a painting ? or are they both painting..or are they both real clouds??

top or bottom or both??

2007-12-11T13:26:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch enchanted wit zhihuii
it was a great movie
super sweeet derx
prince Edward
is jus so cuteee lahss
omgg
haha
yeahh, chuwen u can go watch lahs

pls zhihui dun come my hse to write Christmas cards
very strange
and i want my sushii!!
haha

anyway, tt person getting more scary
diie
:(:(:(

daddy's b'dae coming liao seh
wat shld i get for him?
anw getting my pay dis fri
i cant wait

here's my shopping list:
1)Adidas deodorant($5)
2)diary book($5)
3)treat my sis to a movie($14)
4)body shop lip balm($10)
5)prezziie for______($10)
6)prezzie for the rest of the sister gang($10)
7)daddy's prezzie($30)
8)save in bank acc..guess have to make my lip balm optional or whoever is buying my grezzie pls take note...muahaha
:(

zhihui relax abt ur prezziie..
muhahahahhahahaha....

2007-12-09T12:46:00.000+08:00

went to study wit zhihui and chuwen yest
not very efficient lahs
haha
going to watch enchanted wit zhihui tmr...!

GODDIIE LUCKK TO CHUWEN FOR HER COMMON TEST!!

2007-12-09T12:44:00.000+08:00

yikess!
i met someone scary
zhihui..i told ya abt tt person yest liao hors
dun say i neva tell ya
.......
so scary sia..

2007-12-07T15:09:00.000+08:00

zhihuii!!!
they kiss again airs on 16/12
sadd
have to wait again
:(

2007-12-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

My newest adores!!!

2007-12-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

i am so tiredd
rain the whole day
mood nott good
some bad thingy happen
i dun wish to talk about it

sat going out study wit zh
any1 wan join?
chuwen?

chuwen u mus help miie ask tt person wat she wan!!!!!
:(

zh, are we still watcing movie on mon?

2007-12-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

i am so damm tired..
today got metro
still needa work
i getting sore throat realli soon

recently
somethings happen
made mie super bu shuang
realli wanna thank my dearest dearest mummy always for listening to miie
talk to miie
i love her sooooooo much

i so so love zhihui lahs
thanks for everythingg
love chuwen
huiting
huiqun
karen
charlene
jieyingg

lets rawkss on

yeahh~~~
i love my wife michelle too ehhh
i miss dis girl
have not seen her since 9 novv
no matter what happens
zhihui and miie will always support ya derx
mus find time go out wit us ehh
u dun forget our X'mas prezziie
u are on my list derx horss

2007-11-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

before i upload more pix i wan to say a big big sorry to all my friends
i know i promoised all of ya tt i will bring backk gifts
but the thing ish tt ...
the things there are way too expensive a pen can cost up to
60 bucks
a bottle of mineral water the cheapest 1 is 5 bucks...
i nearly vomit blood when i see tt
realli sorriie guyss
furthermore... hongkong ish very similar to sing
high rise bulidings and suchh
but before all of ya scold miie
i bought each and every1 of ya cards..
very cute cards
not forgeting x'mas
all of ya will receive handmade gifts from miie
hope that u all will like it..
hope u all dun find it cheap skate
if not i will realli feel veri badd
its my first time learning to do it..

2007-11-28T20:51:00.000+08:00

i shall upload dis two first..

2007-11-20T16:05:00.001+08:00

2007-11-20T13:21:00.000+08:00

weetts
went to exercise wit daddy and mummy and sis on sun
it was a fun fun fun dayy..

yest video conferenced wit bigg bro again
meeting him on fri i guess
heh heh
i miss hiim!!!
=D=D

lalalalalalalalala~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

flying tmrr
tatata~~~~~

2007-11-19T16:22:00.000+08:00

weets...another great newss
da ge will also be going to honkong..
which means i will get to see hiim =)
heh heh
smile smile smile smile smile

2007-11-16T16:17:00.000+08:00

it just four days more
i will be flying to macua
den after two days go hongkong
went to look at webby for disneyland and ocean park
its like so funn
i cany wait :):):):)
21st!!!!
pls come fasterrr!!!!!

2007-11-15T12:46:00.000+08:00

i was watching 黑糖瑪奇朵
den got 1 part..
i dunno how to say
there is one character where she balmes ppl for not telling the others
cos they are the best of the friends..
she says tt by not telling them
they are not treating her as their friends
wat i feel that
every1 has their own secrets
they shld respect each other mahs
jus a small little thing
cos frienship to crack
what's this?

i hope my friendships wont end up like them haha

2007-11-14T08:05:00.000+08:00